Try. Harder.

three theme paragraphs
 if saved could build your essay
 not important though
 
 apathy rules school
 am i wrong to wonder why?
 or wasting my time?
 
 disorganized hope
 for a better tomorrow
 can it ever come?
 
 
 

Storytime

storytime request
 pippi longstocking brings us
 back to younger years
 
 i’ve blinked and they’ve grown
 can read their own stories now
 though they still listen
 
 it won’t be long now
 i’ll blink again, they’ll be gone
 pippi lost to truth
 
 
 

Shaped

geology gold
 found in mud, driveable hikes
 Denver makes beauty
 
 

Actual Advice Please

one more blog bragging
 about money saving tips
 i’m gonna lose it
 
 it’s easy to save
 when your salary’s double
 what a teacher earns
 
 i can just get by
 three kids, two jobs, zero debt
 yet no spare nickel
 
 a livable wage
 is all i am asking for
 not a useless post
 
 try living on this:
 string of broken promises
 thin enough to break
 
 
 

Parental Confession

how much easier
 life would be without children
 yet how meaningless
 
 

Suddenly Sixteen

so long since i heard
 the song that stole youth from me
 suddenly sixteen
 
 (how i wanted love
 searched in all the wrong places
 but looking, lost it
 
 love is not in arms
 whose words depend on lyrics
 that he didn’t write)
 
 yet, the song melts me
 cooking dinner in the kitchen
 i can’t even stir
 
 face flustered, hot
 not from the steaming pot
 but steamy sixteen
 
 the righteous brothers
 know the right way to make me
 suddenly sixteen
 
 
 

La Escuela de Verano

finally, a chance
 spring breaks through with summer hope
 work for road trip dream
 
 
 

Sunday Summary

blueberry waffles
begin a windy spring day
end of sleepovers

playground half empty
we watch cormorants build nests
wait for timeliness

it comes with patience
for people nothing like us
who make Rio grin

oldest gets her wish
while younger two learn to sew
with grandma’s guidance

kids’ clothes for one buck
the gift Goodwill offers me
shorts for all summer

medium rare steak
(vegetarian’s nightmare)
my chef-made dream meal

so ends my Sunday
sister talk moves toward kindness
summer dreams await

Cycling through the City

teary-eyed ending
 to fifteen-mile bike ride
 oh, but donut grin
 
 we stopped at projects
 perfect playground, tire swings
 Africans playing
 
 (my dream neighborhood:
 kids play outside, not with screens
 poverty beats us???)
 
 my middle child
 pedaling through our city
 here: my home, my heart
 
 

Blossom Tunnels

exhaustion steals me
 i work my way through Friday
 observation hell
 
 through tunnels, i walk
 blossom tunnels home to them
 energy wrapped up