Still Worth It

two days of labor
 (grunt work for those unwilling
 to use elbow grease)
 
 and yet, it’s Christmas:
 mixer, platters, and dishes
 we’ve lived years without
 
 back to our dream house
 where toil pays us back
 with soft purring fur
 
 

Sprung Upon

a single email
 can spring up late Friday tears
 i’ve been holding in
 
 friendship’s mystery
 lies in glad discoveries
 so easily lost
 
 my heart aches and blooms
 for all that i have… and don’t
 (that’s how petals fall)
 
 

Spring Dreaming

it’s still surreal
 that we live in this beauty
 on a city block
 

Behind the Classroom Door

what seems like brightness
 is a trick to bring more heat
 to this hot classroom
 
 what a way to start–
 climb on toes, on stool, on desk
 to shut those damn blinds
 
 just one sacrifice
 like the hundreds daily made
 by every teacher
 
 (and who designed these??
 thirteen-foot-high hell windows,
 bastards of the sun?)
 
 this is my Wednesday:
 rise before dawn to face light
 i’d rather not see
 
 

Pluck the Season

first harvest now reaped
 just in time for spring planting
 and a spinach dip
 
 

Naughty Cat

a soiled morning
 sprinkled with Monday chaos
 at every corner
 
 

Happy Mother’s Day

caught in the stream bed
 three beautiful growing girls
 who made me a mom
 
 

Refocus

when you’re trapped by gloom
 and unable to say why
 refocus your lens
 
 you might catch a glimpse
 of golden sunlit peaks;
 a stand-alone tree
 
 spring rain bringing food
 (hidden in these rays, raindrops)
 to a front range ranch
 
 refocus your lens–
 windows will open your eyes
 to a clearer view
 
 

Awake at 5:00 a.m.

sometimes exhaustion
 disrupted by weeklong pain
 can bring fresh beauty
 
 

Differentiation

some write, some listen
 some read, some dance, and some talk
 (yet they’re all learning)
 
 a perfect mix of
 our differentiation:
 (managed/mismanaged)
 
 i’ve learned to let go
 thirteen years into teaching
 and let them lead me