Tuesday, Taught

the kid argument
 that plagues my mornings and nights
 chips away my soul
 
 
 

Bites and Pieces

somewhere between the data crunch
 that swallows all planning time,
 the tech issues that chew up a third of every class,
 the common planning that gnaws into bitching about work,
 emailing counsellors about kids who’ve bitten off more than they can chew,
 grading grammar that nibbles away time with my own kids…
 
 there’s a teacher waiting,
 the entrée of this piecemeal,
 ready to share the most delectable taste
 of what this world asks and offers.
 
 
 

Introverted Beauty

a lonely park walk
 can rejuvenate the soul
 (my soul needs flowers)
 
 

Bricklaying

yesterday we learned about sod
 and homesteaders’ dreams being trampled by wind and hail and no water
 and how they were tricked into
 settling on free land.
 
 nothing is free.
 
 how they built brick by sod brick–
 tiny houses not much taller than themselves,
 and posed in front with shovels on the roof,
 no time to take them down for the picture–
 for what if it rained, or a snake crept in?
 
 yesterday i thought i was a teacher,
 and they were learning from me,
 my immigrant students building up their vocabulary
 brick by decoded brick.
 
 nothing is ever what it seems.
 
 today they entered and i asked them to write:
 describe challenges when you moved to a new place.
 
 and with the new words fresh on her tongue, she told me:
 just like the homesteaders,
 my family had to move to a new camp
 and my father had to build a sod house,
 no taller than that one in the picture.

 
 and so my student taught today’s lesson:
 one hundred fifty years later,
 we are still making bricks
 instead of trying to break them.
 
 
 

Rediscovering Respect

after a long walk
 sun silences the screaming
 ringing in my ears
 

Why I Teach

sometimes all it takes
 are some quiet lunch moments
 to feel it’s worth it
 

First Day of Middle School

gone far too quickly
 are my two little chickies
 growing up too fast
 
 

Day Twenty, Road Trip 2016

in the man’s big house
 they built him a three-room suite;
 his children lived here:
 


remnants of slave life:
 hard-hitting and far-reaching
 (Black Lives Matter. Now?)
 
 they dug up red clay
 to lay every brick … by brick,
 by breaking their backs
 


his famous status:
 founder of freedom, writer
 (declared our country)
 


brick by brick by brick
 he laid his lies and kept his slaves
 and wrote our future
 


and we swallow it
 and throw coins at his gravestone
 and try to forgive
 


they all shared this view–
 from the big house; the slave house;
 the land formed by God
 


and so we move on,
 brick by brick by road by road
 to see its beauty

Roots

 history’s learned best
 when you can see it firsthand
 in a child’s eyes
 
 

Summer Wash

just in time for me:
 home visits and meetings done–
 rain, clean out this heat!
 
 let summer begin
 with a fresh layer of green,
 a rushing river
 
 an evening walk
 through gardens and mysteries,
 a dream awakened