recent garden news:
our tenth homegrown salad meal,
lupines, lilies, love




recent garden news:
our tenth homegrown salad meal,
lupines, lilies, love




a rainy weekend
yet with my loving daughter
nothing was flooded


'welcome to our house'
they even opened their car
to the teens’ delight

if they could see them
maybe they could listen; help them
maybe they’d be safe


this is how it starts:
with a circle and some words
and a little hope

begonia angel:
perfect wings and hollow center
symbol of my life

the most perfect park
the most perfect afternoon
marred by words, actions

my innocent girl
who only wanted this day
not a broken mom

but it's just a blur
one day bleeds into the next
watered with defeat
yoga, gardening:
life skills and English practice
midsummer dream


surrounded by blooms
(yet the reality kills)
as they slowly die




you can feel the heat
creeping into the photo
burning from within

i used to write poetry
broken lines, imperfect syllables, heart
so hard so imperfect so fucking bright
like the blue sky trying to break through and taunt a hailstorm but instead instead
instead
it's just ice
not the rain we needed to cool us in a heatwave
just ice
tearing through my well-tended garden
stealing the blue sky
steeling the blue eye
and ruining me
eighteen long months late,
we celebrate our friendship
of thirty short years

she survived COVID
now, we're both vaccinated
to celebrate love

what a perfect place
green grounds, infinity pool
for endless friendship
