trapped behind two masks,
we’re at the pandemic’s will:
all screens. no faces.

trapped behind two masks,
we’re at the pandemic’s will:
all screens. no faces.

a small redemption
when the pieces fit in place
so rarely perfect

searching for pieces:
a tedious endeavor
solved best by box bed

only blue today
as we hope for a future
better than our past

this choice will break me no matter what i decide. so i should decide.
ironic notice
as the words come flooding in
(yet i can’t stop them)

no. i had no plan.
no plan for any of this.
(nor a solution).
like La Reina
finding comfort in each space
no matter size; sun


and the wheels still spin
and we try and wish and blow
and hope for a change
a solo ski start
best way to begin a year
powderful hope

rolled in this meringue:
apples, mascarpone cream,
burnt honey. ’20.

baked in this Roulade:
my student’s home-raised hen eggs
ready to be whipped


folded in this bake:
some precious moments of peace
so hard sought, well earned

masked in this meringue:
a year of bittersweet loss
melted into joy
