our cycle closes
with a capital bike ride
and a pointed view
this city has won my heart
even in the heat
through a symmetrical stroll
of fallen soldiers
museums, monuments, paths
marking past; future.
remembering our lost dreams
in these reflections
our cycle closes
with a capital bike ride
and a pointed view
this city has won my heart
even in the heat
through a symmetrical stroll
of fallen soldiers
museums, monuments, paths
marking past; future.
remembering our lost dreams
in these reflections
in the man’s big house
they built him a three-room suite;
his children lived here:

remnants of slave life:
hard-hitting and far-reaching
(Black Lives Matter. Now?)
they dug up red clay
to lay every brick … by brick,
by breaking their backs

his famous status:
founder of freedom, writer
(declared our country)

brick by brick by brick
he laid his lies and kept his slaves
and wrote our future

and we swallow it
and throw coins at his gravestone
and try to forgive

they all shared this view–
from the big house; the slave house;
the land formed by God

and so we move on,
brick by brick by road by road
to see its beauty
oldest Florida site
enthralls us like we’re in Spain
(memories abound)

coquina fortress
built on the sweat from slaves’ backs
(engineering feat)

defense of this sight:
gleaming harbor colony
(worth the protection)

a dogged day’s drive
at the end of this journey
(worth the distraction)

history, not mice:
Florida is more than Disney
(all they need to know)
she may look little
but like me she’s tough as nails
despite your warnings

she knows what she wants–
we drove three thousand miles
to snorkel today

yes, she’ll face high swells
and stay within my arm’s reach
but she won’t give up.

never doubt my girls.
there’s too much of me in them
and we’re warriors.

we pick up lizards
and make millipedes our pets
and chase iguanas

we make our dreams true
with each setting sun, moon rise
–doesn’t matter where.
on a perfect day
with music following us
on every corner
i sometimes get trapped
in thoughts of poverty, loss
(also on corners)
my girls all grinning
taking pics and buying gifts–
the perfect white life
yet anger jumps out
from car windows and bar doors,
a cruel reminder:
we’re not all equal.
some of us can ride trolleys,
take month-long road trips.
others beg for change
with thin plastic drinking cups
that they’ll fill later
in all this joy: grief.
vacations are like heaven
mixed with sorrow