The End of Road Trip 2015

one last lunch break stop
 at the last Pony Express
 history to chew
 
 five thousand miles
 sixteen states, three Great Lakes,
 one foreign province
 
 home to our daddy
 waiting with open arms, love
 and Denver’s sunshine
 

Day Twenty-Three, Road Trip 2015

fit in a beach lunch
 before Midwest rain torrents
 that opened to blue
 
 no fast food today
 peanut butter for swim time
 best mom bargain yet
 
 ten more car hours
 we’ll sleep at home tomorrow
 in our no-lake state
 
 but we’ll have daddy
 better than any beach day
 Iowa, Maine… home
 
 

Day Nineteen, Road Trip 2015

chilled out lake beach day
 Denver’s blue skies followed us
 a day to ourselves 
 
 camp cookouts, sailboats 
 gentle hum of mini waves
 not a soul in sight 
 
 only one thing gone:
 his arms, his love around us
 (at home he awaits)
 
 peace comes in sparkles
 small sun rays dipped in forests
 shining through the dark 
 

 

Day Seventeen, Road Trip 2015

met in a drugstore
 seventy years of marriage
 through three kids, three wars
 
 still earth’s travelers
 color-coded pins mark map
 slept, lived, camped, drove, flew
 
 she swims every day
 he mows the yard and pulls weeds
 they tease each other
 
 best of all? they grin
 take tragedy, joy in turns
 till death do them part
 
 (this is why i drive
 take my kids along the road
 live long by travel)
 
 

Day Fifteen, Road Trip 2015

focus on beach time
 not the lost stakes, the thunder,
 the flat tire hell
 
 not the life critique,
 lack of lobster, the car bed
 (just the grinning sand)
 
 

Day Eleven, Road Trip 2015

the truth spills from mouth
 already opened by beer
 on a Vermont night
 
 they’ve always wondered
 and now they know: love is love
 in these small moments
 
 scattered across states
 childhood relived, by heart
 found in their voices
 
 this is my road trip:
 empty chairs, two thousand miles
 joy in every game
 
 but life’s a gamble–
 Disney or Vermont? choice? please?
 i’ll take the shortcut
 
 driving worldwide
 to find a cloudless blue sky
 to guide my way home
 
 

Day Ten, Road Trip 2015

drive starts with best store
 candy store within the store
 (we all need fill ups)
 
 green mountain state calls
 with back roads and endless views
 we make our way home:
 
 where we stand in rain
 and talk like it’s been three days
 (never mind three years)
 
 while the kids recite
 the spinning songs of preschool
 that spun us this time
 
 reunion’s beauty
 claws at my throat, my heart.
 rain can’t renew it
 
 this trip from my dreams:
 three years, three thousand miles–
 six hearts in one
 
 

Day Eight, Road Trip 2015

hanging out at home

girls play, sleep, we do yoga

easy transition
 
 tomorrow? the drive
 hubby’s new job starts at home
 (i’ll make my way home)
 
 upstate New York home
 in the arms of my best friend
 childhood relived
 
 driving my mind home
 we leave Kentucky for now
 (could have been home)
 
 the road takes us home
 on all our travels, faces
 where we find our hearts
 
 

Day Seven, Road Trip 2015

walk across downtown
 with my urban planning mom
 walking rating: zilch
 
 veggies are heavy
 when carrying Kentucky
 weight on both shoulders
 
 redemptive moment
 on green lake with blue kayaks
 (words he’ll never read)
 
 a campfire end
 to a summer daydream trip
 (only innocence)
 
 full circle i’ve turned
 since five years back, her birth year
 (my first niece. cousins)
 
 but he won’t see that.
 only weakness bearing down
 on our bright union
 
 love like this? just once.
 with dark swings on late porches
 he can’t even touch
 
 but for her bright eyes
 the firelit sunset eve
 forgiveness follows.
 

Day Four, Road Trip 2015

a secret rope swing
 hidden behind leafy steps
 splash into heaven
 
 picture with Pappy
 grandchildren nearly grown up
 only photos last
 
 the force of magic
 light from cousin to cousin
 summer bright as night