Backed Up

all patience is lost
 in last moments before bed
 when i need quiet
 
 like i need to breathe;
 and the moment i grab her,
 we’ve all gone too far.
 
 days filled with backtalk
 backfire in waning light
 where i lose myself
 
 gentle goodnight kiss
 only mimics my remorse
 as tears touch her eyes
 
 forgiveness now saved
 for dawn’s awakening touch
 as gentle as dreams
 
 
 
 
 

Relief

sometimes small spring signs
 like leafing aspen, orchids
 are all a day needs
 
 

Exposure

trapped by sore muscles
 night breaks through holes in the wall
 to tell me my truth
 

Date Day

spring rain can’t stop us
 from A-line’s call to freedom
 escape found with love
 
 

Global Village

the world lives here
 where i spend half of my life
 blessed to share this space
 
 

Sunrun

powers in our hands
 to grab hold of the sun’s warmth
 energy for us
 

The Blues

after rain, blue sky,
 blooming redbuds, purple lawn,
 and linings of hope
 
 

Gray Matter

rough waters ahead
 as greasy rain plagues my view
 of storms yet to spill
 
 

Hoopla

spun behind this hoop
 twisted in tape, lost chances
 you gave me away
 
 i long for the joy
 we once shared, our dreams the same
 now it’s give… and blame
 
 a hollow black pipe
 decorated with bright tape
 somehow brings smiles
 
 yet we live alone
 in the same house; too different
 to spin together
 
 

Exhaust(ed)

in city blooms, petals drop
falling to pavement to be smashed by tires
ground into the street our souls walk on
their soft, lilting perfume gnawed by exhaust

just like your lack of denial
as fragile as a flower in mid-spring
silence swallowed up by gray skies and wind
clear mountain view blocked; exhausted

no matter how many miles i walk
you’ll never quite capture the right moment
when they blossom fearlessly, ready to stay
exhausted only by blue skies and sun