Day Two, Road Trip 2015

sunrise wake up call
 to start farmland forest view
 save me from the drive
 
 kids sleep, eat, play, grin
 laugh with their pit-stop cousins
 sunset goodnight view
 
 all America
 lies between the road and sun
 the love for travel
 

Day One, Road Trip 2015

car packed to the gills
 girls who have earned their own spots
 road ready for wear
 
 grandma entertains
 with arts, crafts, and laser games
 happy all the way
 
 new car, smooth sailing
 across the Kansas highway
 windy black fly beach
 
 red tinted sunset
 Missouri River dream run
 shy of St. Louis
 
 what makes a summer?
 freedom to choose departures
 on a dream road trip
 
 

Love=Family

a morning discourse
 to get me through the last day.
 she gives in. i win.
 
 when one of her five
 desires the same gender
 will she change her mind?
 
 families surround us:
 single, married, divorced, set–
 love makes children grow
 
 not biology.
 (we’ve been friends forever now.
 we have climbed mountains).
 
 valleys take their turn.
 she will judge, blame, point fingers.
 i will love, love, love.
 
 

Hazel at Best

four weeks: iced mocha
 from his teacher’s salary
 to my starving morn
 
 one more disruption
 to make my students argue
 (entitlements rule)
 
 his blue-eyed gesture
 almost makes the sacrifice
 worth the sinking sun
 
 he knows and i know
 that he can’t buy my return;
 best or not–i’m gone
 
 no blue eyes at home
 (from my man or anyone)
 on my girls’ faces
 
 nor a mocha bribe
 for the heart-winning teacher.
 cynic? true. best? yes.
 
 no film, court judges,
 observers, department heads
 are worth this money
 
 ’cause money can’t buy
 another summer soon lost
 in a blue-eyed search
 
 
 

Summer School Blues

filmed, nitpicked, observed
 teaching methods analyzed
 no simple summer
 
 
 

Imagine the Play

camp frustration lost
 with weekend full of lizards
 imagined lizard lands
 
 only the oldest
 was given this camp present
 childhood relived
 
 teaching her sisters
 how lizards, mermaids are made
 best of all: she PLAYS!
 
 

Immersed

this is what i need
 moments of full immersion 
 you give us so few 
 
 carve out each hour
 fit in dialogue, writing 
 is it hard to see?
 
 fish swimming upstream 
 we flail in your fishing line 
 unable to breathe
 
 you could set us free
 let the stream of words chase us
 to our fluency
 
 (it’s not your version,
 but success lies in small bites
 just give us a taste)
 
 
 

Atardecer

sun sets on weak legs
 worn out from the bottom up
 urban nature view
 
 

Bike to Work Day

battle scars unwashed
 floods, fallen trees, tornadoes
 nothing but the bike
 

Too Cool for Creeks

in the golden light
 i pretend it’s one year back
 when she still loved creeks
 
 she smiles for me
 for this gilded summer pic
 to placate my wish
 
 but after? they play,
 she lies back in the shade, bored
 of being in creeks
 
 no crawdad searches,
 no hiding out in the fort–
 grown in just a year
 
 but i’ll take the pic,
 make it my background; pretend
 just like she used to