New not New

my heart in shambles 
as i give them everything
only to be robbed

Soak It Up

the time is so short

when we’re all together now

so we soak it up

Winter in Colorado

rejuvenation 
lies in snowy peaks, hot springs
we soak, our soul sings

All Together Now

hot springs renew us
and bring us all together
so sweet, as they’ve grown

Sambusas for Peace

My amazing Eritrean paraprofessional made an entire batch of sambusas for me! They’re absolutely delicious, and were still warm this morning, so I know she probably rose hours before dawn to prepare them.

She is one of millions who escaped genocidal conflicts that never seem to end. 😭

I wish the world would have a #ceasefire

Because if you could taste these spicy, crispy, delectable sambusas brought for Christmas from a Muslim, you could put your mouth and heart around peace. 😭💔

To Be Clear

you will never know 
how much i hate you for this
and i won’t forgive

Skyline

You can’t measure a day by all the bad deeds.

There is still light.

Traitor

i hate your whole soul
and i’m sorry for those girls
yet thankful for mine

For Nineteen Years

For 19 years, I have been lucky enough to be this child’s mother.

This child who knew that when she graduated from high school, she wasn’t ready to go to college.

This child who moved out to the house that needs so much work. This child who found a good-paying job with great benefits within six months of graduation. This child who is more of an adult than most of the adults I know.

This child who votes, and paints, and brings light to my life.

Happy birthday, Mythili. Thank you for teaching me another way of looking at the world.

Patagonia

just give me a coat

and i will walk through winter

with my grin bearing