Challenge

over basketball
we come clean with our spent day
he out shoots me; wins

meandering drives:
his through streets, mine through planning;
family meets career

girls sing their way home
in Spain, street dinners would start
here? hollow, dark paths

i’m trapped here for now
because i love kids too much
equal, theirs and mine

over drinks divulged
the story of single life
that he saved me from

penniless in months
i’ll press my lips against his
and let love beat all

better than harsh words
or baseball abandonment
why i married him

we will survive this
as hard as the year in Spain
that i so long for

Tree-for-All

eighty years of growth
add: wealth, greed, inept builder
gone in just one day

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Prepubescent Exploration

innocent zoo trip
obscene scene not to be seen
look, he has two trunks!

saved by water show
he forgets his bold catwalk
trainer blames teen angst

stories of summer
popcorn, snow cones, puberty?
the birds and the bees

better lesson now:
friends by day’s end, sharing slurps
two trunks forgotten

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Joy Among Us

a flat starts the day
with a little pump, i ride
hills, mountains: progress

web site down, ends work
why not take the dry cleaning?
dead car battery

bored girls seek street friends
they’re at camp, then tutoring
where is their summer?

then, a text invite:
pool party, later denied
(for members only)

embarrassed, we leave
without the key to rich friends
our small house fills up

this after cold talk
screaming drive, snatching pillow
the girls unaware

of how i haiku
remnants of a hollow day
door shut, him sleeping

but before closed doors?
they street-danced on rollerblades
still making the best

i close itchy eyes
view the world through young faces
all i see is joy

The End

sunny day at end
after a stormy summer
last pool before school

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Sidelined

every night, an empty street
but for the spinning tires
and giggly routines
of our young world travelers

for a moment yesterday,
cave people emerged,
filling the block
with ice cream and laughter,
though we’d never seen their faces before

how impossible, twenty-four
houses to a block, and we’re
the only twenty-first century
Neanderthals willing to play outside?

at least fifteen children
filled their cones for free ice cream
while the adults swapped
stories about perpetually closed blinds
to keep the bogeyman
from staking a claim on their flat screens

is this how it feels to touch
the upper middle? where he and i
stand sidelined because we don’t
have a personal chef,
patients at six a.m.,
or the nerve to book our children’s
lives so full that they never see
the light of day?

i’ll take my old hood,
my blue-collar cul-de-sac,
where my kids played with the neighbors
till the streetlights came on,
or the vacant lot in Cartagena
where the Moroccans–poor immigrants like us–
taught them how to pick figs from trees and make chalk out of broken pieces of wall

all of this i carried on the tip of my tongue
as the party ended, the street emptied,
and the wealth blocked out all light…

all life.

until the moment when our doors open,
our girls run free,
and the cavemen come back to their roots

Nature vs. Machine

electric mushrooms
that disappear with gold coins?
take that, Mario!

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Leave No Trace

pack reality
to fit snugly on shoulders
bid mountains adieu

burger cooked with guilt
to meet misbehaving girls
and her stressed-out face

later, block party
personal chefs, burglar cams?
i miss the aspens

with ice cream melting
i say, we should have done this
before we had kids

it’s because of me
(took my boy from Tennessee)
silent acceptance

they fight over pics
wish they could climb those boulders
too many, too rough

pack reality
in a weekend backpack trip
you’ll disturb demons

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Moon Paint

sleep in to stream song
squirrels tattle while birds sing
the joy of quiet

painted by fresh rain
a burned out forest brightens
gold, silver steal brown

protected from wind
we share a moment alone
we love to pique peaks

my wet fire fades
until you stack teepeed wood
you’re always my flame

the moon a spotlight
full circle at sixteen years
holds us together

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Mountain Anniversary

we planned sixteen years
she just met them yesterday
freedom and constraint

tree-covered crossing
keeps us from imagined lake
a stream bed will do

mosquitoes move in
our tent anniversary
they can’t steal our love

forest to ourselves
distant creek, birds’ lullaby
romance in the night

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