So Pretty

LL Bean flannel

(New England is in my blood)

and will keep us warm

A Gift from 2020

a personal gift

from her aunt, for Sweet Sixteen

ripped open, stolen

how dark can it get?

two Honduran hurricanes,

pandemic, no school?

and now birthday gifts

being stolen from our porch

while we sit like sheep?

Heartstrings

yes, he can smile

with a photographer’s touch

the magic comes out

Pink Limbs

sometimes the sunrise

is the best part of the day

(before darkness falls)

Opposing Views

lovely innocence

found in the curious eyes

of a young child

now masked by sorrow

even with her birthday gift

her eyes say it all

Sweet Sixteen in a Bittersweet Year

the day starts with tests

to secure her friends’ safety

in this COVID year

negative is good

whoever thought it’d be good

to be negative?

and so, she smiles

and we blow up the balloons

(losing one to wind)

and the four friends come

and she’s happy for just a day

of this lonely life

At the Right Moment

darkness surrounds us

but a few words can bring light

where it’s hard to find

No Photo for This

images compared:

teaching online, in person

in the same classroom

Pandemic Teaching

One of my students just called me and in his very broken English told me I upset him in class today because I wasn’t on screen the whole time. He was in tears and his father yelled at him. Why wasn’t I on screen the whole time?

Because I was walking around my classroom trying to check in on the twelve kids who showed up today. Because I was trying to get two kids who have done zero work because of their utter terror of technology finally logged into our textbook.

Because I was making a tiny bit of progress with two kids, and breaking another.

Because it’s 2020 and I don’t know how to teach anymore. 💔

But I wore this mask and put up the new background fireworks to celebrate a candidate who literally has the power to change or save their lives and their families’ lives, and I smiled.

So why am I crying now?

What Clouds?

even with cold temps

flowers can burst from seedlings

sewn by human hands