Summer School Blues

filmed, nitpicked, observed
 teaching methods analyzed
 no simple summer
 
 
 

Too Cool for Creeks

in the golden light
 i pretend it’s one year back
 when she still loved creeks
 
 she smiles for me
 for this gilded summer pic
 to placate my wish
 
 but after? they play,
 she lies back in the shade, bored
 of being in creeks
 
 no crawdad searches,
 no hiding out in the fort–
 grown in just a year
 
 but i’ll take the pic,
 make it my background; pretend
 just like she used to
 
 

Fruit Snacks

twenty pounds of fruit
 too many carrots to count
 unwanted by teens
 
 this bag carries all
 sometimes heavy, sometimes light
 let’s make us some juice!
 
 road trip car snack solved
 puréed, frozen, cooler prepped
 break open and serve
 
 (how i miss my girls
 away at camp, house too still)
 i fill it with plans
 
 

Weathering

flat tire, blue sky
 my Saturday summer break
 (till summer school ends)
 
 goslings with goslings
 we cycle through challenges
 and beat the rain home
 
 My Brother’s Bar waits
 with a perfect patio
 and Arnold Palmers
 
 REI repairs
 what’s left of my human faith
 ride home: tires full
 
 the creek overflows
 not enough to stop my girl
 (daredevil like me)
 
 now, patio time
 lighter rain than what we’ve had
 such is life, weather
 

Call to Prayer

my morning prayer call:
 please end these flooding puddles
 water can destroy
 
 our house ruined thrice
 our hope so oft washed away
 ponds where there was lawn
 
 but look at the view
 the first-world rainy view
 to make my request
 
 after the drenched walk
 to a surprise bonus check
 to start my summer
 
 it’s like He listened
 by midday? pools and blue skies
 walking can save souls
 
 

Cycle Through It

a flooded river
 can’t keep pedals from the path
 when at last there’s sun
 
 

The New Drive-In

summer-teasing sky
 in the midst of finals week
 beckons this field trip
 
 free lawn movie night
 we can pretend school’s out
 just four days early
 
 

Return

sunny skies return
 for a barbecue birthday
 mimosas and love
 
 perfect city walk
 through the perfect Denver ‘hood
 gold gardens galore
 
 kids with grandparents
 treasuring these small moments
 till the rain returns
 
 

Voices

younger girls’ voices
 marred by oldest’s attitude
 they just want to sing
 
 i just want to hear
 all their tiny voices sing
 like when they were tots
 
 concert on the green
 plagued by rain, adolescence,
 unforgiving looks
 
 at home, peace returns
 Daddy’s voice sings poetry
 as he says goodnight
 
 the oldest studies
 in her hole of happiness
 escapes into books
 
 my voice escapes me
 don’t know how to talk to her
 no voice of reason
 
 will she hear my voice
 when in my dreams, she listens?
 gives voice to my joy?
 
 we all have choices
 to hear the ‘tude or the song
 listen… sweet voices!
 
 

What Makes a Marriage

The campground we paid $57 to reserve was covered in snow. Bruce texted me at 2:52 and said we had to cancel. I thought of six devastated girls and my Jordan National Forest upbringing. “Just drive down 285. Surely there’s something.” He reluctantly agreed to meet me in Buena Vista. At 8pm, we pulled into our non-campground, no-bathroom site and fixed Spanish dinner by 19:30. 😉 The next morning it rained/hailed for 3.5 hours, ending with a frightening lightning storm when I said, “Kids, get in the car! NOW!!” And I blessed the lord to let him drive…. Up the road and into a mud pit. He screamed, cried out, “Our brand new car!! Why did I do that?! Why did we come on this trip?!!” And I opened my door, stepped in 7 inches of mud, and walked 100 yards to a camp full of 4-wheel-drive fanatics who came with their tow line and Jeep Rubicon and pulled all 8 of us, Pilot and all, right out of that pit of hell. And he drove reverse for a quarter mile (something I could never do) and the hail melted and the rain stopped and that’s. What makes a marriage.