La Única Raza: Humanidad

with I-dare-you stance:
If Congress has a problem?
Then just pass a bill

finally some guts
i’ve been waiting six years to
meet my President

to me, they’re my kids
being ripped from mama’s arms
that’s why i hear him

please just pass a bill
bipartisan human love
to connect us all

Training

trap us in a room
perfectly captive students
criminals enslaved

One Foot Forward…

when winter arrives
snow makes an easy excuse
to beg for failure

three continents back
you’d have given everything
for this cold bus ride

forget the slick roads
breath visible before you
remember learning

The Price of Freedom

two free holidays
first one ushers in a storm
mountains disappear

skyline from here
is always magnificent
minus the whining

how influential
a video-head friend is
shuffled in with clouds

moms must compromise
perk warmth into snowy scene
where surprise awaits

no seats near the girls
overheard conversation
prettier than snow

a Vietnam vet
three decades of war photos
now he snaps for peace

how much do you charge
to bring your eye-witness view
to my refugees?

you see, there’s this book…
as all great requests begin
Inside Out and Back…

Again, he returns
to where he lost his manhood
and became a man

I don’t charge a thing:
without our youth, our schooling
the world won’t change

we make lesson plans
till the girls will wait no more
Happy Veterans’ Day

first free holiday
though nothing is ever free
let snow send us peace

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My Oldest

i give her the news
silent tears fall down her cheeks
worse than a tantrum

eleven years old
burden of being oldest
heavy on three girls

she carries their weight
lab rat for parental tests
what should we do next?

we drive the wrong way
arrive before she knows it
i favor her now

it is not too late
to undo this, to change schools

my peace offering

again, silent tears
on her face, trapped in my throat
i can deal with it

but should you have to?
the question that i don’t ask
(but i ask myself)

i’m going to stay
i don’t want to lose my friends

and there is my proof

hours of homework
detention for lost pencils
don’t compare to friends

i drop her off, drive
dawn’s light skids across the lake
as golden leaves fall

a sight so perfect
i want to drive back, tell her
take away her tears

mine are falling now
and i must let her decide
she leads, my oldest

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Time Warp

forgot her pencil
add to the list of hours
now lost from our lives

impossible choice
parent failure never ends
and doubt always wins

what’s a pencil worth?
droopy eyes, stressed homework spells
my child no more

i wanted the best
since data governs our lives
and steals our children

hour detention
for forgetting her pencil
whose data buys time?

Veteran’s Wife Counts

sixty-hour weeks
stacked against four months, three kids
bless this long weekend

Pages of My Book

Miss, why should i read?
Movies are so much better.
You see everything.

But what you can’t see
is the imagination
that invents the world.

Without reading books
who’d have written your movies,
given light to life?

fast-paced agreement
from Arabic-spewing mom–
he sighs, won’t give in

not five minutes pass
toothless, frumpy, loving mom
begs me to help her

why does her girl fail?
is it because of the shots
she saw as a child?

or her tent life,
her journey across the sea?
but what can we do

but cry out to God
and ask him to help us live?

then i remember

yes–a book i read
Wait–were you in Kakuma?
Yes–for nineteen years

tears swallow my throat
harrowing Lost Boy story
chronic refugee

sitting before me
(brutal book’s truth seeping in)
hope swallows her whole

i wish i could share
the beauty behind pages
that connect us all

if i could show him
the open-eyed life of words
oh, how he could fly!

ironic night ends
with her heart-wrenching handshake
pages of my book