Recipe for Loss

motherhood snippets:

a brilliant purple houseplant

captured in glory

molé for the win?

another failed recipe

to exhaust my soul

oh, but the chocolate

hidden behind the bright beads

of sesame seeds

her anxiety

so present, prescient, painful

and i cannot win

Red, Green. Golden.

with a little sun,

the Begonia brings Christmas

to non-believers

Cherish the Earth

the garden goes on

far into September nights

when i make salsa

and another quiche

made by my girl while canning

consumed my evening

Bonsai Wishes

small measures of growth

found in homework submitted

and cut junipers

could we win it back?

the country that we have lost?

trimmed, but at what cost?

Garden Every Moment

instructions, really?

i’ll pour it into a pan

and hope for the best

zucchini: the best.

it will make anything work

(yes, like my husband)

can you imagine?

finding this at age nineteen?

this gem of a love?

why, yes, that’s a bloom

after a summer snowstorm

they both still love me

Sayonara, Mi Jardín

from smoky skies to ice

all the devil’s handiwork

(Earth in humans’ grip)

Almost a Meal

garden donations:

(nice to have gardening friends

who offer seeds, plants)

Ode to Toaster Oven

why yes, i bake things

(zucchini things in summer)

feels like Hell’s Kitchen

my oven burned me

burned us all with its heat spread

well, not anymore

that’s right, baby:

a 9×13 glass dish,

two 8-inch cake pans

this Breville will hold

a 12-inch cast iron pan

without burning us

worth every penny

(it’s not even Christmas yet)

boy am i ready

Put It in Anything!

zucchini again

hidden in pesto pasta,

garden tomatoes

Your Garden Daily

zucchini tonight:

soon to be my life story–

sweet stuffing, hard shell