my mother’s birthday
surrounded by flowers, kids,
laughter in all forms



my mother’s birthday
surrounded by flowers, kids,
laughter in all forms



her party stayed dry
despite stress, rain, tent set-up
(smiles al around)







what you don’t see here:
picking rhubarb in the rain
for salvation pie

a rare, masked smile
his first roller coaster ride
our life’s hills, splashes


three-thirty a.m.
my oldest’s footsteps. good steps.
intentional steps.

this is not a moon.
this is a lunar eclipse.
(Super-Flower-Blood)

and she’ll be gone soon.
(no early-morning steps).
and i. am. eclipsed.

shadows of loss win
the afternoon shines bright.
(we still have our moon)

the best time of year
is strawberry-rhubarb pie
(yes, it's a season)


baked by my daughter
the sweet and sour combo
shines as bright as spring

there's no heartbreak here
just my girl, eighteen years old,
ready to face them

sneakers underneath
(pandemic proms are outdoors,
under tents, in grass)

she's taller, braver.
in her silver floor-length gown,
she masters the night

and aren't we a crowd?
this master-mix of humans,
standing on these rocks?

unsinkable us
right below the Molly Brown
(ready to swim. Win.)
graduating girl
ready to face the world
one ray at a time



blooming badminton
(a few moments of teen peace
before bickering)

all i want today
is to watch the sunlight shift
on these reborn blooms


the blue-sky morning
can't capture a year of loss
(oh Lord, that sweet scent)

yet afternoon light
so perfectly shines rosy
(ends this hell-frost year)
