Christmas Traditions

they’re all grown up now

even their cookies have grown

in their perfection

Christmas Cookies

he’s no idea

what he’s got himself into

with these crazy girls

cookies are cookies.

we will cut, bake, decorate.

’cause it’s what we do.

arms, metal, ginger:

what is a holiday scent?

molasses. that’s it.

and soft-spun sugar

ready to perfect Christmas

with gingerbread sweets.

COVID Birthday

ice-cold Tuesday night

(ice skating on a weeknight?)

icing on the cake

we must stay outside

we must wear masks, be cautious

we must learn to live

all out of the house?

all the teens out together?

all the miracles

the boy taught himself

the boy had never skated

my boy taught himself

Never Gets Old

almost all love skis

and that’s enough for today

that, and fresh powder

The Tree Savior

some rough beginnings

can end in the perfect way

for a perfect day

Lit

Almost a year ago, we invited this boy home for Christmas because he was living in a youth shelter.

We brought him downtown to see this beautiful tree.

And what a year it has been. Challenging in more ways than we ever thought imaginable, and all of us adjusting to this new life of having a brother and a son in the midst of a pandemic.

Here we are, standing under these same lights. And aren’t they still beautiful?

Hard Work Pays Off

the best mail ever

with a scholarship of hope

to fulfill her dreams

Recipe for Loss

motherhood snippets:

a brilliant purple houseplant

captured in glory

molé for the win?

another failed recipe

to exhaust my soul

oh, but the chocolate

hidden behind the bright beads

of sesame seeds

her anxiety

so present, prescient, painful

and i cannot win

Never. Ends.

today’s word: defeat

i should have stayed on pillows

and accepted it

Even Kitty Creates Art

my little artist

(not so little anymore)

always new designs

creating Christmas

from the tree to ornaments

all hand-made with love