Downhill for the Uphill

2020 ends

in the same way it began

(with downhill skiing)

2020 ends

nearly every way different

than a year ago

2020 brings

a balance of sorrow, joy

hidden behind masks

2020 ends

with screens controlling our lives

(searching for meaning)

2021

with its 5-syllable self

will bring us new hope

Christmas Roulade

rolled in this meringue:

apples, mascarpone cream,

burnt honey. ’20.

baked in this Roulade:

my student’s home-raised hen eggs

ready to be whipped

folded in this bake:

some precious moments of peace

so hard sought, well earned

masked in this meringue:

a year of bittersweet loss

melted into joy

Christmas Cookies

he’s no idea

what he’s got himself into

with these crazy girls

cookies are cookies.

we will cut, bake, decorate.

’cause it’s what we do.

arms, metal, ginger:

what is a holiday scent?

molasses. that’s it.

and soft-spun sugar

ready to perfect Christmas

with gingerbread sweets.

Lit

Almost a year ago, we invited this boy home for Christmas because he was living in a youth shelter.

We brought him downtown to see this beautiful tree.

And what a year it has been. Challenging in more ways than we ever thought imaginable, and all of us adjusting to this new life of having a brother and a son in the midst of a pandemic.

Here we are, standing under these same lights. And aren’t they still beautiful?

But I’m so Cute

dear Daddy: i’m here.

pay attention to me, please.

(love you more than food)

Even Kitty Creates Art

my little artist

(not so little anymore)

always new designs

creating Christmas

from the tree to ornaments

all hand-made with love

Just Three Words

Vamos a ganar

with this American map

he knows nothing of

every moment counts

and he has read my soul here

with these three small words

Cherish Them

these fleeting moments

shared with a stencil of love

between my daughters

Hallowed

working for love

(sometimes it doesn’t pay back)

but we always try

Stand Still this Moment

all i need today:

my cooperative puppy

who just bit me once

because of the bone

i bribed him to sit still

he is now a Jedi