At the Bottom of this Pool

in mineral baths
 i mock a tropical life
 (yet i’m still so cold)
 
 the snow drives us home
 a lion-like March exit
 to freeze my failure
 
 nothing can replace
 all the hours without them
 now bathed with worse score
 
 

Branching Out

Spanglish park play date
 joy found amongst las ramas
 friend language rooted
 
 (questionable choice–
 my student’s family, my girls–
 here we cross borders)
 
 

No Matter How Hard

the teacher’s spring break:
 finishing apathy’s work
 with my daughters’ hands
 

Bipolar Weather

yesterday a run
 in a cami under sun
 today’s dawn… sun gone?
 
 crazy cat attack
 wishing winter would come back
 two feet deep… too steep?
 
 cookies baked, cake made
 springtime sun pushes through shade
 drive scraped clean… spring mean?
 
 shifting weather here
 spring teases, but winter’s near
 snow spring… children sing.
 
 

The Gut Tells All

 my colleague had
 Teacher Tequila Tuesday.
 i ran three miles, carpooled kids,
 cooked vegan chili and cornbread,
 gathered girls from play date,
 showered, did our taxes,
 spoke in Spanish por teléfono,
 and never slurred a word.
 
 he may be Mr. Popularity.
 but i win this Tuesday.
 
 

Trapped

the parent’s dilemma:
 restrict further to protect
 or cause more sneaking?
 
 
 

Spring Blues

snow carries in spring
 between white petals and flakes
 baby blue returns
 
 they’re slightly off tune
 surrounded by perfection
 like flowers blooming
 
 not quite ready yet
 for the season to push through
 bursting in the sun
 
 but they’re mine, all mine
 smiles and chases and love
 bursting through the blue
 

So Cold

those teary secrets
 all teens keep under cover
 bring moms the shivers
 
 

Bite Size

morning chore cheer-up:
 all summer clothes on clearance,
 kids ride penny horse
 
 turtle view walk
 (kids swim free in Denver’s dream)
 then neighborhood grill
 
 tinker toy swing joy
 with a dose of dream house night:
 Saturday served up
 
 

Spiraling into Control

after a draining day
 with back talk on all fronts
 i just want to laugh it up
 at a simple game
 between a spiral and a kitten
 to spin my mood back