But the Glare

here we are again 
begging for an opening,
trapped between closed doors

Toll Statement

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Statement ID: 646 days.

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Previous Charges: Empathy. Generosity. Kindness.

New Charges: Betrayal. Ignorance. Deception.

Amount Due: Loyalty. Awareness. Truth.

Due Date: 35 days ago.

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One More Year

in the midst of darkness
after weeks of moment-by-moment loss
today we have a win
a Green Card on the horizon
of this young man’s dreams

Postage Paid

i want the cute cat
and not the cracked-up pavement
through the broken woods

Goodbye My Beauty

it's almost over
(we say goodbye tomorrow)
for now, there's a view

Youngest Driver

my baby's driving
(i can't believe she's fifteen)
and finding her way

Disappearing Milestones

the youngest’s birthday 
(an early celebration)
before big sis leaves

Grin and Bear It

Toy Story 3. Now.
i could carry the bag out
and cry all morning
a toy, a trigger?
my girl is off to college.
(this is no cartoon).
and so he will stay.
though i know she will leave me.
each grinning their truth.

Permitted

with a perfect score
my youngest surprises me
(she’s ready to drive)

Bull-Hearted

like this worn-out dog
i have nearly given up…
yet, i’m a Taurus.
and so i garden
though it, too, is a failure
stolen by flowers
this year’s loss, in pics:
weeds and grass and tearing out
for one little heart