January (2013) Daughters

Isabella

nose buried in Kindle,
a version different than our own,
the words like gold
still the same
as you excitedly spill
Harry’s latest endeavors

you climb like a monkey
over nets, up walls, on mountaintops
and keep small secrets
for fear of losing out

just shy of ten,
you stand past my shoulder now–
i’m afraid of double digits
as you’re buried in books
and beginning to abandon dolls

i suppose
we all must grow–
you in your wild, monkey-like way,
me, in my motherly view of your milestones

Mythili

the center of imaginary play,
instrumental in all
Monster High shenanigans,
the perfect voice-over
of coming of age

the center of language,
you pick up British accents
and repeat back
in perfect translation
all the Castellano words

the center of three girls,
just past eight,
your eyes light up our photos,
connect either sister like glue–
so much more than a middle child

Riona

with your ever-small defiance,
you fight for seats next to me,
won’t give in to open-minded eating,
and still suck your thumb

five months beyond
your six-year mark,
you patiently wait
for your closest friends
(sisters of course)
to guide you through the
maze of Spain

all these years later,
calm as can be,
your ever-small defiance
peaks in surprises,
the small gifts of perfect grades,
an ever-pleasant smile,
and our best example of
unequivocal love

Peekay

a long rainy walk
my novel sadly concludes
why should evil win?

Tie

with these books,
their warm legs,
my voice,
the frazzled day
melts away.
we forget how many times
they argued over
who sat where
what toothpaste to use
whose turn it was on the iPad
and remember
the comforting magic of
words and pictures
that tie together
everything we think
might fall apart.

World of Words

after the backyard pool
and sprinkler,
the iPod, iPad, and DVD,
all I ask is that you sit
and listen to a story
for six minutes.

but my competition is too
fierce for us,
and the dropping sun,
the humid air,
and my readiness for your
bed time
lead to exhausted screams
from all of us.

tomorrow we will try again
when all the electronics
and water contraptions
are tucked out of your mind,
when we have a quiet moment
to pretend that they don’t exist,
that books could draw us
together with their magical
world of words,
when we can be
mother and daughters,
not slaves to the technology
that brings these lines to you,
that simultaneously
tears us apart.