And Tears

trapped behind two masks, 
we’re at the pandemic’s will:
all screens. no faces.

Lit

Almost a year ago, we invited this boy home for Christmas because he was living in a youth shelter.

We brought him downtown to see this beautiful tree.

And what a year it has been. Challenging in more ways than we ever thought imaginable, and all of us adjusting to this new life of having a brother and a son in the midst of a pandemic.

Here we are, standing under these same lights. And aren’t they still beautiful?

Heartstrings

yes, he can smile

with a photographer’s touch

the magic comes out

Pink Limbs

sometimes the sunrise

is the best part of the day

(before darkness falls)

No Photo for This

images compared:

teaching online, in person

in the same classroom

Pandemic Teaching

One of my students just called me and in his very broken English told me I upset him in class today because I wasn’t on screen the whole time. He was in tears and his father yelled at him. Why wasn’t I on screen the whole time?

Because I was walking around my classroom trying to check in on the twelve kids who showed up today. Because I was trying to get two kids who have done zero work because of their utter terror of technology finally logged into our textbook.

Because I was making a tiny bit of progress with two kids, and breaking another.

Because it’s 2020 and I don’t know how to teach anymore. 💔

But I wore this mask and put up the new background fireworks to celebrate a candidate who literally has the power to change or save their lives and their families’ lives, and I smiled.

So why am I crying now?

Blue Morning

invading our walk

this kitty thinks she’s a dog

(Trump’s America)

but we’ll win it back

as i splash blue on two screens

for my kids to watch

Carved Calabazas

new activities

their first time with Halloween

as they search for dreams

Even with Masks, We Smile

they came in numbers.

almost fifty percent. yes.

2020 win.

Snowantine

no snow day for us

but i ski between meetings

beating remote games