Black Tuesday

a busted-lip morn
as i mourn this stage of life:
dry. unforgiving.

COVID Birthday

ice-cold Tuesday night

(ice skating on a weeknight?)

icing on the cake

we must stay outside

we must wear masks, be cautious

we must learn to live

all out of the house?

all the teens out together?

all the miracles

the boy taught himself

the boy had never skated

my boy taught himself

Never. Ends.

today’s word: defeat

i should have stayed on pillows

and accepted it

Pink Limbs

sometimes the sunrise

is the best part of the day

(before darkness falls)

No Photo for This

images compared:

teaching online, in person

in the same classroom

Pandemic Teaching

One of my students just called me and in his very broken English told me I upset him in class today because I wasn’t on screen the whole time. He was in tears and his father yelled at him. Why wasn’t I on screen the whole time?

Because I was walking around my classroom trying to check in on the twelve kids who showed up today. Because I was trying to get two kids who have done zero work because of their utter terror of technology finally logged into our textbook.

Because I was making a tiny bit of progress with two kids, and breaking another.

Because it’s 2020 and I don’t know how to teach anymore. 💔

But I wore this mask and put up the new background fireworks to celebrate a candidate who literally has the power to change or save their lives and their families’ lives, and I smiled.

So why am I crying now?

Kamala for the Win

here we are. winning.

by a margin way too slim.

at least we win her.

Blue Morning

invading our walk

this kitty thinks she’s a dog

(Trump’s America)

but we’ll win it back

as i splash blue on two screens

for my kids to watch

Even with Masks, We Smile

they came in numbers.

almost fifty percent. yes.

2020 win.

Snowantine

no snow day for us

but i ski between meetings

beating remote games