i search for blossoms
book i’ve read too many times
haunts the cloudy day
feet ache from standing
walk i’ve walked too many times
spring pops out, teases
to erase my dreams
dreams i’ve dreamt too many times
they become nightmares
i see what i want
plans i’ve lost too many times
(life’s a rented dream)
he doesn’t see it
talk we’ve had too many times
he sees only me
so hard to carry
weight i’ve dropped too many times
petals soften fall
i search for blossoms
words i wrote too long ago
too many times back
Crabapple
spring flowers bloom up
on hopes that flit like petals
breezing by my cheek
Spring Breaks Truth
back to books, learning
soft grumbling teenagers
who only love phones
Vacation’s End
back home, we play ball
wash and fold six laundry loads
shop, dye eggs, move on
Catch Me a…
the moon follows me
haunts my soul till blood burns bright
circle of love, hope
Road Trip Home
The Heart of Colorado
unadvertised grunt
standing, waiting, buses, crowds
in national parks
yes, the view is grand
if streams of tourists wait
rather than push, shove
green river bottom
whiny pine cone crunching walk
patience slowly comes
what will they recall
twenty years, many paths hence?
the waiting canyon?
or jubilant chants
away from home, friends, phones, games
(they make their own games)
it’s all a game, right
to see nature carve her art
humans: dumbfounded
Thirteen
you said that before
the phrase defining rim walk
(how short, flat, this hike)
one day they will know
that we live thirteen hours
from the Grand Canyon
thirteen million years
of miracles waiting here
beyond this short hike
they’ll remember this
(and Eiffel, Spain, Porto, love)
all we’ve given them
the hike will seem short
flat, greenway, wheelchair-friendly
so easy, this life
thirteen years a mom
they’ll remember this spring break
miracles in view
Grand Canyon Baby
torn between worlds
oldest loves her phone, sisters
gives in, goes to bed
she watches their play
with a slightly jealous eye
fantasy now lost
found only in books
or over a campfire
she joins them in tent
she still loves camping
sets the table like Mama
an organized queen
she gives in to catch,
to wood-walking fantasy
(Riona’s a horse)
(but she’s almost me
we share the same shoe size now
her eyes switch places)
if i could capture
her in my womb (my last trip
to the Grand Canyon)
she’d be my baby
in my belly, on my back
trails, trials of love



