Indonesian Twist

nasi goreng rice:
a Thursday accomplishment
i celebrate now

Best Valentine Date

vaccine Valentine 
does love get any better
than this science?

Steamboat: Gains and Losses

i'll write a haiku
as easy as this damn day
filled with lines. and love.
you will never know
how hard i've tried to earn this.
you can taste the snow.
you can taste blue sky.
it comes in moments, this love.
moments found on slopes.

Powfect

a powder escape
from the harsh reality
of everyday life

Coronatine Cafe

quarantine café
ready for any work day
(insomniac’s dream)

And Tears

trapped behind two masks, 
we’re at the pandemic’s will:
all screens. no faces.

Pandemic Teaching

One of my students just called me and in his very broken English told me I upset him in class today because I wasn’t on screen the whole time. He was in tears and his father yelled at him. Why wasn’t I on screen the whole time?

Because I was walking around my classroom trying to check in on the twelve kids who showed up today. Because I was trying to get two kids who have done zero work because of their utter terror of technology finally logged into our textbook.

Because I was making a tiny bit of progress with two kids, and breaking another.

Because it’s 2020 and I don’t know how to teach anymore. 💔

But I wore this mask and put up the new background fireworks to celebrate a candidate who literally has the power to change or save their lives and their families’ lives, and I smiled.

So why am I crying now?

Baker Love

walking history

in one of the oldest ‘hoods

same heartbreak, some hope

Snowantine

no snow day for us

but i ski between meetings

beating remote games

What Is Left?

hours of phone calls

texts pleading in languages

i don’t even speak

setting up my room

with a yardstick and some hope

ready for today

social media

comments on our lack of space

(century-old school)

2020 wins.

after this, i just give up.

no one came to school.

to walk empty halls

without the student voices

cold. slow. loveless. death.